cruel world, cruel boy.

ACRYLIC ON CANVAS

2022

IF I FINISH THIS PAINTING I WILL HATE WHO I’LL BE

acrylic on canvas

I MEANT IT. I HATED MYSELF, I HATED MYSELF FOR NOT HATING MYSELF. IT FELT SO GOOD TOO. I WAS A SLUT, A LOVER, AN ARTIST, A GOD. I WAS GOING TO DO WHATEVER I WANTED, BECAUSE I COULD. AND NO ONE COULD STOP ME. WHY WOULD THEY? IS THIS NOT WHAT BEING HUMAN IS ABOUT?

narcisstic hatred and all the love i ever gave you, diptych, (left/right), tell me how you want me, (middle), pastel on paper, 16 x 20 inches, 2022